AFLOAT… CEAD IN THE HLOUDS
.marikina city.philippines.
it started when i watched this depressingly funny i am sam on cable. i think the spirit of youth, the irreplaceable bond of family, and seeing a child in sean penn‘s eyes got hold of me and really hit me in the head. nothing beats looking at things through the eyes of a child. cliche, right. trite, but ok lang… it was what i needed after all the psychological spanking, mental fuck-ups, spiritual batters i got. all these had dulled me, made me so frigid, had aged me and made feel like i’ve grown a lot in 3 years… nothing like children to knock me off, nothing like their spirit to wash me up… oooh love them.
strangely, when the film ended, it poured outside. i really said out loud, “as if on cue, it rained.”
yeah, it was a cue for me to wake up from this deep soulless slumber, from a life that was not lived that way it should be lived.
Tzyrrupy
I am not fond of expressing myself through spoken words, even in my native tongue. I’d rather do these: dance, write… I find that sometimes great conversations don’t require spoken words. Thus the union of souls.
Anyway, this here is my online pen & paper trying to digest my random thoughts.
AND YES I LOVE CALVIN!
this is how i see my life right now.
˙uʍop ǝpısdn plɹoʍ ʎɯ uɹnʇ sƃuıɥʇ ǝlʇʇıl
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Grazie!
flighty… fleeting… i don’t leave footprints.
i dance. i pour, i hold back. i both love & hate intensely. real easy to get along with but real hard to contain. black & white. a real crazy driver, painter & barber. i love to eat (3 best things in life are eating, sleeping & answering nature’s call LOL). a novelist under the custody of terpsichore. i don’t value money. will lie in a poorman’s grave haha! i believe in love, faith & strength of spirit… and that if you feel under the weather, wear a sexy underwear! i love kids, they amaze me more than grown-ups do. i love wearing make-up only when i go onstage. i hate jewelries. i love being an outsider. i love food. i will travel to satisfy a craving. i love to capture moments through words & still/moving pictures. i love crazy & weird people, they amaze me too. i love wrangler jeeps, dry leaves, sesame seeds & slot machines (hehe, but i don’t gamble). i love my family, i miss my friends, i want lots of kids. this lifetime is not enough for me to take in everything life has to offer, but i try to dig, to dip, to direct…
And I Wander 