And I Wander

The birds chirp at this side of the world. :)

BURNT OUT

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BURNT OUT

This is what I want to do for a whole month.

* I’m not in good terms with Dance today.

* & same w/ Music. Sometimes I freakin’ get annoyed listening to anything. I just want to be deafened by utter silence.

* I realized that the reason why I’m so fickle w/ my dance career is this: BURNT OUT, but I can’t freakin’ take time-off coz I feel like I don’t even have time to do that. Coz my “expiration date” is nigh. Ya know what I mean jamine? Hay. The pains of being a latebloomer.

* But thing is, I don’t want to stop dancing. I am always in search of that feeling when I get lost in dance & music. Am I at the wrong place? Am I being eaten by the system here? Coz hey this is The Industry capital… I think that is what’s scaring me off… that by riding along its waves, I lose myself in the process. And that is what’s killing me…

* But I guess, as what always happens, this is just a cycle… I’ll muster the strength to ride along those waves someday. At least I know for sure that I cannot compromise who I am and what I believe in. Ever. For art is art, and it stop being that if artists are gonna sell out or sell their souls. For now, I will just content myself on this shore, watching &hearing the majestic sound of the actual waves.

(books, pen & paper & pineapple juice images from google.)

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April 17, 2012 - Posted by | Blogroll, dance, life | ,

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